what should i do? what should i eat?

lunch
- cook at home or eat out? emm don't know maybe cook at home? but i have no food at home! maybe eat out!!? but i have to take a shower before going out and it sounded too many troubles....oh well maybe i should better stay at home and eat plain noodles.....but plain noodles won't fill my stomach up!!?

gym
- should i do tai chi or not? but i am lazy to go out do it alone. maybe i should call someone to go with me...

( a while later)

no ones wanna go with me, maybe i shouldn't go! But i pay my money! and i should go! and somemore i've always wanted to go do tai chi and this is my chance! but i feel weird doing something new by myself!! and i am hungry!! how can i do exercise when i am hungry? maybe i should eat something first before going......

dinner
should i eat out by myself or not? should i eat in the city or around my place? But i've just missed both tram and train if i am going out to the city, maybe i should just eat in here. So that means i am eating around my place, but that means i can't go chinese grocery shopping coz the one i used to go is close at night!!!!

when you have your natural down, you life falls apart by those teeny tiny things.