you always come to this point when you feel bored with your life, with everything and wat do you do? you try to find out wat's wrong and fix it! Both inwardly and outwardly. Is it me or it's the environment. For some time now i hvn't laughed till my abs feel sore. Recently, i even refused to talk to ppl i used to talk a lot with. Ppl even say that if i change my personality, it will become better. But without those, i won't have anything. Yeah! I am that SHALLOW! oh well, i just need more choices. For now, i am gonna company myself and get through this. Even when you are bored with yourself and there's no one you can ask out. I've lost my mp3 player recently and i always treat that as a good company. When you are playing it while you are walking on the street, it's like playing a real life's movie with its original soundtrack!! So yeah, i am pretty sad losing a best frd.
I 'd love to believe that this is a transition of my upcoming exciting life :)
Wat i can do now is to start taking charge of my life again by doing something simple just to get the feeling of in charging something by yourself. I start by making cake:P
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