the curse of holidays

Last year, we started for a few weeks, then i went to hk. When i came back, everything changed and we broke up.

- then with a completely different guy -

This year, something was gonna happen ( or i think it would) but i went to hk. When i came back, it blew.

Wat's with me? Are those few weeks' holidays that critical?

Been blue, i felt like i just broke up but actually we are way far from even hving a relationship. oh well, at least it killed my rebounce-hope so i can move on. Last time when i broke up, i felt like calling someone before i go to bed every night. I called nat. This time, she's the one i've been calling too! Thanks! Hearing your voice and laughters make me feel better. But i think it's time for me to get pass it and live my own life.

Afterall, life is just a bowl of fairies. :)